YOUNGSTERS
What would I say to youngsters who are about to take the
road to crime. Simple. Put the brakes on, stop and think. The facts are simple,
it’s a road to hell, don’t do it. You can’t ever get that time back. Its lost,
forever gone, a waste of life.
Imagine it for years, decades, try and work out the damage
and pain it will have on your family life. It’s actually horrific. I’ll tell
you what it does; it destroys lives and turns people into heartless souls.
When you’re young you think it’s clever, it makes you feel
tough, you’re with the boys doing your porridge. Big tough guys, but your
mothers at home crying her eyes out. She has to save up every month to visit
you in all weathers, she has to be searched and security checked to get in to
see you. Your mother is just another statistic of you crime spree, she’s a
victim too. Imagine her visiting you for 20yrs; 30yrs. imagine the stress, the
worry, the pain. Her son’s throwing away his life. It hurts her. Then she dies
broken heart'd and you’re still in prison. You wasn’t there for her, you never
was. You may be refused to attend her funeral. Then when it’s all over, who
visits you then? Then if and when you get out, you go to visit the grave, what
can you say?
This is only a small part of the prison world, it’s cold and
cruel and wicked. There is no glamour or achievements in a prison cell. Then
you need to think about the violence, the rapes, the suicides, the depression,
the madness, it all rubs off on you. Years and years of emptiness, hopelessness,
being told when to eat, when to get up, when to go on the exercise yard, when
to shower. Being told who you can see, who you can call, when to shit, when to
sleep. Being controlled. Crap food, crap clothes, crap bedding, a crap life.
This is what comes with crime.
You may get a short sentence, you may get a long sentence,
you may get life. Whatever you get, you lost your life. No birds, no luxuries,
no sweet smells, just a lot of porridge. That’s what you’re looking at, a
boring existence. Soul destroying.
Is crime worth it? Let’s say you make a million quid, and
you serve 10 yrs, is it worth it? 10 yrs of nothing. Believe me money can’t buy
a life and the truth is very few in prison made much money; most crimes are
pathetic, committed by idiots. Prisons full of idiots. We have to be clowns, to
keep coming inside.
LOOK AT ME. 4 DECADES LOST.
All for what???? If you follow
in my footsteps, you’re following a madman. So think, it’s your life, your
shout. It’s one hell of a gamble.
Look you mother in the eyes and ask yourself, do I really
want to put her through hell? Do I really want to throw away my freedom? It’s
you choice and only yours.
Do you expect girlfriends to wait for you? Don’t be deluded.
They don’t. Why should they, you’re a loser, that’s why. Whilst you’re inside,
she’s out having a party and who can blame her. Your mates all have a job and
earning a wage, going on holidays, buying nice clothes, enjoying life. You’re
banged up in a stinking cell that smells of stale piss. The walls are filthy, the
beds lumpy and smelly. You’re behind that steel door, coz you’re a loser!
You may have a son, a daughter, what about them? You
betrayed them. They needed you. You chose crime, now do the time. See what you
lost. By the time you get out, those kids are grown-ups. You lost out on
fatherhood. You walk out of prison to a world that left you behind. Your hairs
grey, your eyes no longer shine. You’re a bitter old man. That’s your future,
that’s if you make it out. Lots don’t. They die in prison. They may get stabbed
up they may die of stress, bad diets, some turn to drugs. It’s a crap
existence. Do yourself a favour; turn your back on it. Life’s so precious.
Priceless. Enjoy it.
So that’s my truthful opinion on why crime don’t pay. If
after you read this and you decide to step into the world of crime, then don’t
be moaning and crying when you get your collar felt and you land in the big
black pit if doom. So many youngsters come into this world whinging and moaning
poor me, blaming the world, human rights crap. Well you broke the law; accept
what you are, a criminal, a convict, a big time loser.
Welcome to the funny farm, your strait-jacket awaits.
P.S, Do it for Mum, say no to crime.
DON'T END UP LIKE ME!!
